a song for you!

The day we stand,the day we love , we will say goodbye, no matter what it take love and never let you go.
i will love to surrender i will care for you! i will believe everything you say in order to love you. can take it and the past was you, care for the person that i love, prepare to sing for the love of you, respect each other to become a better person!

care, we will say,no we dun care the past of us. for now on i just thinking of you.never believe in the past

a perfect couple that i asked for

Hey! Sup yo! its since like i am having a lot of time and i try to write some blogs.! To me not everything its perfect! when things comes along, we need to be with our long long distance of scaring things that we not suppose to do!!!! Yay! Its for me to decide and Its for you to do! love is also a place to store 2 person together and be together for the entir of our life! when ever i think about u, i will be more happy than watching the TV! but i will  always think of you no matter what! u are the best in my life... Saqndra 1st day of school i am meeting u and i am very happy for that after so long, we still together again. no matter what, u must take of urself no matter what

i still love you

no matter what i do is all for u i will never let you go. i will always think of u. if u really want to leave me i have nothing to say and i have to let go .  if i really love you i have to let u go. i love you so i let you go and have ur own happiness and i dw u to be like me. i want u to take care of urself and always be strong and never forget the memories we have. i really want to see u lead a good life .... be happy k? anything happen call me ,. i will not leave u in lurch. last of all. i want to say that i am a failure that never give u happiness. and i decided that whatever things i do i dw u to follow me.k? i love you. i will never let you have any hurt although u want to break with me. i reallly want to seee the good of u.... k? bbabbygirll! i love you.

A apologies to my friends and family(:

Just to let you all know that i didnt know my limit and keep scolding u all its a bad kind of habit. but u all must  think of me too. i also a human with heart and pride, all u all have der i also have. why all so heartless? so what if i no parents, sibei saki siboh? okay la i dun talk to violent k, since i writting this post i want u all to know that no matter what u all will always be my friends and never let you all go. sorry if i got do anything to offended u. i am saying sorry for that because i dun want to lose u all as friend.but the true is stop scolding me a orphan cause i am not.now is for my family, in my family i love the most is my grandmother. she is the ah ma that i love the most betwwen my father side and mother side. but i always shout at here and nevere give her what she want. i am very regret for what i did.. ah ma i am sorry , i really want u to recover soon. i really miss u... i want u to be with me ah ma. sorry):
as for my current girl friend, Nanette, i love you. i dun want to lose u. just take care of urself k.our 1 month is coming. i dw anything to happen to us. hope we can last long!!!!!<3 and hope u pass ur PSLE! i will always be there for u when u need any help. Jys!!!! as for my gan mei, Eileen, u also must take care of urself. i am a hopeless brother. i dun want u to be like me. i want u to be who u are. and always treasure my brother J***** and never let him go. as for xuan yi.although i dun know u well, but i just want u to be happy also. i really want all of u to be happy. xuan yi, dun go for a guy that dont deserve ur love and always look forward and dun keep always thinking of ur past. seriously, promised me all this and i will be happy le

A song that i wrote.

yes, we could stand by!
yes, we will never say no, in order to love you, we will follow you,
lord lord lord, to be the best God of all. cause Jesus is Alive, Jesus sacrifices  for us, we will never forget, as we said that He loves us.

can we sing a song for him, to repay his kindness,
i will never let Him go, cause Jesus we love you.
Jesus, as we sing, we pray that u love us, as we sing, we prepare to love you, Jesus, i will never forget you.
Jesus Christ
As Jesus love us will never forget Jesus we love you, we standby u, unfailing loves, Jesus we love you! To you Jesus as we were here to love, as we were to worship, we will surrernder our heart  to you my lord

when we go back to primary school(:

I went back to primary school and i saw lots of my friends! I am very happy to see them. Whenever i think back of what we did and gone through, i will be sad and i wish to go back to the pass so that we can do it better, but we cant. so i am writing this because i want to let you all that do what u suppose to do and dont miss the chance u have and remember that we are all eual and god is always here for us!!!! thank you(:

something random(:

so long never go church le. this coming saturday i will go there to give my heart back to God as God has heal me.

Dear Lord, thank you for so much help u gave me and i am very happy that u still have not given up on me and i will not give up and i will stay happy and see you in my heart this coming sat(:!!!! i love you Jesus. In Jesus name i Prayed Amen(:

a very very scary night when talking to ronald and with cherie

i was at cherie house and we went to the 9th floor and we hear some echo when we shouted like some other mad dog is like so scary like fuck de lor.... i wonder if u at there you will see or not or u scare..... wtf i tell u la hor i wanted to shout somemore than after that got some idiots or ghost open the door... i wonder she beside me or not... later she beside me i tell u i will jump and say " Yao guai " am i so fucking dao mei... than later if she come out say" Yuan De Bu Neng Na" i will confirm call for IMH ppl to come to send me in because i will be like a madog!!!!

my ah ma):

this photo is my gradmother and i.. she raised me when i was young and parents left me and i feel so lonely and its my granother who is kind enough to save an raise me. ah ma , thanks for your love and i love you very much. thanks for being with me. and now that something happen to you , as your granson i dun know what can i help you and i really blur~! can anyone tell me what to do after crying and crying i feel that i am freaking hopeless and useless. ah ma u must hang it there and dun give up. i will never going to leave you alone.):  Jia You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wo Ai Ni!!!!!!!!!!1

lol

This girl is in my school her name is huiting i like her so much that no one can understand. she give me a expression that nobody can give. no one can replace her!!!!!!!!! hahahahahsahsahahahahahah<3

Nice jie!

Jie i love you man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 thanks for the courage that u gave me. i love it very much and i will not foget what u do to make me laugh and we will always use the same words "Yao Guai" and "Ni Qu Tiao La" hahaha jie no one can replace u in my heart my second jie hahah. Jie thank you for being with me when i am down and thanks for telling me ur family problems and listening to my problem and troubles. i will not forget you hahaha i had said it alot of times hahahahahaha stopping here. see ya <3~

precious Jie

thank you jie for giving me advice. you are my second best sis i ever had but i am very sorry for suspecting u the  other day. can u forgive me? no  matter what i will never going to forget how u guide and help me through all this. i never expected that i will know u well since the 1st day of school last year. but times pass so fast and u have became my precious jie(: never going to listen to anyone what the say about u and u will always be my adorable sis that i will have in my life jie i will not forget you(: even if i die i also wont forget how you treated me.(: thanks jie see you<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye

KU LIFE

this is a photo of mine and my ex school mate Arjun and my social worker marilyn uncle george mrs lee. during KU time they take care of me and i am very touched.(: i need to take this opportunity to say sorry to mrs because Mrs lee scolded me because she want me to be good than i started to shout at her .... i am very regret for what i did. i did not attend KU regulary and i keep letting them down countless time. so i'm really sorry. as for Marily she always been with me when i am down and never give up on me . i really regretted for not treasuring them when i had the time before. now that i am in secondary school i will show them that i can do it and i will use action to do it and not just mouth. uncle george also very caring to me whenever i am in trouble uncle george will never say no when i approached him.  i will never forget the kindness that they gave me and i'kl make sure i study hard to repay them. although i am not good in some subjuect but i believe that if i try my very best i will be able to cope with it.. so thanks for reading and i will always remember these things on my mind(:

The feelings during the fun concert audition.

Today we were nervous during fun concert than we never think of anything we just think of how to sucess and how we can overcome the fear. thanks to the woon tien our song ruin... but never mind we still do a good job to let the teacher have a good impression on us. we spend alot of time practising untill we cant even sleep... but i think is worth it because the better we do the better we become. nothiung cannot be done unlesss laziless.... everything must try to achive.  i think i should stop here... see ya babes.... (:

A strong sense of love.

there is a girl name Li min in my school and she is in the same class as me. she tell me that she like me but than she never put it in action to prove to me that she really love me. my counsellor told me that i am too younge to get into relationship. i dun want to hurt  her but love really cant be force. after seeing me sisters relationship fail i really want to consider after going into any relationship. Than my jie always calm me down and teach me what to do. i know that she is truthfully but i cant be so selfish because we cant force love. after writiong i feel so nice and happy hope to write somemore regarding my sis and myself(: love ya!!!!

homework

Studying is getting difficult and even the timing for studying is getting short... Subject is getting more harder and harder . The most difficult is math ... So yea..... I always so lazy dun do my work... This is to make sure everyone is studying for their upcoming exam .... LOL what the fuck???!!???!? LOL my work i haven do my work..... I think I should stop here.... Bye.... See ya(:

love things

I know we cant force love. But why is there so many people forcing love.... Even if you like the person, the person dun like you, what is the point of forcing??? Forcing won't have any happiness one. If u only have a true love, u must try ur best to win that person but not force. How I wish I can get her now.... There is no one in this world can predict only God has the ability(: hope evrything will not true nasty....

my love to you):

I very sad that I cant have u in my heart. But there is nothing I can do to make u deny it... I wanted to forget you ... But I realize that I can't do it just because my heart is thinking of you); every single day in mind and heart,I just cant stop imagine that how much I care and love you... Nth I can do seriously.... Its all up to you to think what should you do make me forget you...seriously I can't stop thinking about you... It make me more sad that I am now... I think I should not think about you and I start afresh without tagging with me.....Time might gone fast but ur dream will not end fast...

nice idol

I am writing about Jesseca Liu!!! She is very hard working and everytime she take a very important and different role. Now is Elvin Ng(: I like him to the very max!!! I like his singing and acting. Its time for Dai Yang Tian, I like him but he is no longer my idol and I think he can work more harder. Now its Felicia chin, she is very confident, and hard working. She brought to us joy and always bring us to a responsive show(:

All about my favourite friends(:

I have alot of friends who care for me(:! i'm very touch(: especially Jaqueline Briana Nicole lim Jensen lim and more!!!!!! this is my top!!!!! i love them TTm>3.
I remember got one day i told jaqueline about my family things, she willing to be my listening ear and never kup my phone. thanks to you man(: