i still love you

no matter what i do is all for u i will never let you go. i will always think of u. if u really want to leave me i have nothing to say and i have to let go .  if i really love you i have to let u go. i love you so i let you go and have ur own happiness and i dw u to be like me. i want u to take care of urself and always be strong and never forget the memories we have. i really want to see u lead a good life .... be happy k? anything happen call me ,. i will not leave u in lurch. last of all. i want to say that i am a failure that never give u happiness. and i decided that whatever things i do i dw u to follow me.k? i love you. i will never let you have any hurt although u want to break with me. i reallly want to seee the good of u.... k? bbabbygirll! i love you.

A apologies to my friends and family(:

Just to let you all know that i didnt know my limit and keep scolding u all its a bad kind of habit. but u all must  think of me too. i also a human with heart and pride, all u all have der i also have. why all so heartless? so what if i no parents, sibei saki siboh? okay la i dun talk to violent k, since i writting this post i want u all to know that no matter what u all will always be my friends and never let you all go. sorry if i got do anything to offended u. i am saying sorry for that because i dun want to lose u all as friend.but the true is stop scolding me a orphan cause i am not.now is for my family, in my family i love the most is my grandmother. she is the ah ma that i love the most betwwen my father side and mother side. but i always shout at here and nevere give her what she want. i am very regret for what i did.. ah ma i am sorry , i really want u to recover soon. i really miss u... i want u to be with me ah ma. sorry):
as for my current girl friend, Nanette, i love you. i dun want to lose u. just take care of urself k.our 1 month is coming. i dw anything to happen to us. hope we can last long!!!!!<3 and hope u pass ur PSLE! i will always be there for u when u need any help. Jys!!!! as for my gan mei, Eileen, u also must take care of urself. i am a hopeless brother. i dun want u to be like me. i want u to be who u are. and always treasure my brother J***** and never let him go. as for xuan yi.although i dun know u well, but i just want u to be happy also. i really want all of u to be happy. xuan yi, dun go for a guy that dont deserve ur love and always look forward and dun keep always thinking of ur past. seriously, promised me all this and i will be happy le